Day 8 Update

I got my workout in! I did my calorie counting. I just told myself to just do it! I felt quite ridiculous doing my Combat. It still makes me feel like a bad ass. And I'm not as out of shape as I thought I was so YAY!

BUT, I did workout in front of a mirror and that was frightening! I just kept seeing my flaws and my layers of fat flying every where with every kick lol. It's a bit sad but I only really thought that a few times, I was too busy trying to remember the moves and keep up. But afterwards, I had time to reflect and all it made me sad and also made me think "I sooooooooooo need to do better on my diet!!!!!!" If those thoughts and images aren't good enough to keep me motivated, I don't know what is. It really was horrifying lol. Maybe I should've taken a picture of that and used it for motivation for every time I want to eat bad for me food lol. I need less body fat!!!!!!

Other than that, my day was all together unproductive. I have yet to do my product research or videos for my page and my Facebook group. I did my daily posts but I feel like I need to be more aggressive. I need to apply my motto to my business and just get it done. I wish I had no fear, but I do. I need to get over it!


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